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Apr. 6th, 2023 02:26 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
saint_duke my grandma died on tuesday (i think?) and i honestly really dont careeeee, but bc she gave my mom so much money to help raise me and my siblings, i gotta go to her dang funeral on monday and i aint happy about it
the last time i went to a family funeral, my mom got so angry with me bc i wasnt expressing any emotion ("WHY ARENT YOU CRYING WHY DONT YOU CRY WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU") ((she yelled at me in front of a lot of people in the actual funeral home too like great yeah thanks))
im annoyed. its a 3 hour drive cross-state to attend this funeral for a person i dont care about and im expecting to be slanderized by my extended family bc theyre all rich and have university degrees and im just a dumbass they think they can tread on.
(the last time i saw my uncle he talked to my mom, VERY LOUDLY, very obviously knowing i was listening, about sending me to a SPECIAL SCHOOL for "THOSE TYPES"; sorry for being autistic lol)
no one ever has very nice things to say to or about me, and now im going to have to spend an entire day putting up with it.
at least ill have nice shoes for the funeral
the last time i went to a family funeral, my mom got so angry with me bc i wasnt expressing any emotion ("WHY ARENT YOU CRYING WHY DONT YOU CRY WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU") ((she yelled at me in front of a lot of people in the actual funeral home too like great yeah thanks))
im annoyed. its a 3 hour drive cross-state to attend this funeral for a person i dont care about and im expecting to be slanderized by my extended family bc theyre all rich and have university degrees and im just a dumbass they think they can tread on.
(the last time i saw my uncle he talked to my mom, VERY LOUDLY, very obviously knowing i was listening, about sending me to a SPECIAL SCHOOL for "THOSE TYPES"; sorry for being autistic lol)
no one ever has very nice things to say to or about me, and now im going to have to spend an entire day putting up with it.
at least ill have nice shoes for the funeral
