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saint_duke) wrote2023-04-09 08:07 pm
saint_duke) wrote2023-04-09 08:07 pm
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the funeral is tomorrow
i cant write. i cant draw. i have a commission thats a month overdue bc i just cant do it. the dude who originally comm'd me wanted a family portrait done at first, but later changed it to a dark souls character and i cant draw plate armor! it was a very expensive comm and ive already spent the money but i might just end up having to refund him
everything i write is just trash tier. i feel like, fake. like i fake everything i do? but i see myself do these things, like write, and draw, but i still feel like im cheating somehow. how do you cheat a creative talent? idk, but i must be doing it somehow bc now nothings happening when i try
i cant write. i cant draw. i have a commission thats a month overdue bc i just cant do it. the dude who originally comm'd me wanted a family portrait done at first, but later changed it to a dark souls character and i cant draw plate armor! it was a very expensive comm and ive already spent the money but i might just end up having to refund him
everything i write is just trash tier. i feel like, fake. like i fake everything i do? but i see myself do these things, like write, and draw, but i still feel like im cheating somehow. how do you cheat a creative talent? idk, but i must be doing it somehow bc now nothings happening when i try