stuff, lori; things
Jun. 15th, 2023 05:39 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
saint_dukeim officially in training for the senior position theyve been hinting at giving me for a while now haha. very excited for that honestly. i love my job. its a little crazy, pretty intensive, but the people i work for and with make it so worthwhile
one of my bosses (i think she was teasing me tho) said i might be.......eventually put in charge of the location? they have the rights to open up two more franchises, and said that me and my coworker were gonna be given them.
DUNNO BOUT ALL THAT NOW
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I WANNA WRITE AGAIN. i work 6 days a week and am just so tired all the time that i have no time for creativity anymore. it sucks, but money? i sold my wrangler about a month ago (which was sad, bc floyd and i spent so much time in it together, going for rides. now hes dead, and hte jeep is gone; what do i have left?) so im in the market for a new car
i dont get time to spend with my boyf anymore either, so ive been having a lot of nightmares about him leaving me lol. were still good tho, but both of us are kind of frustrated about it. im supposed to be getting two weekends off per month soon, so i guess thatll solve that eventually.
SPEAKING OF WORK, barrett....attacked a dog one day about a month ago and ive been too anxious to take him back to work with me ever since, although one of my bosses assured me that he was still a good dog, and that what he was doing was in order to protect another dog, etc, but. ever since floyd got put down, ive had really bad anxiety about barrett. taking him to the vet for simple checkups? hella anxiety. taking him to a safe space to play? panic attacks in the car on the way to work
its just hard to move on from floyd i guess haha. i loved him a lot, but owning him was also traumatic in a lot of ways, esp since a lot of that stuff carried over into owning barrett.
anyway
im anxious a lot. tired a lot. but not feeling so depressed anymore. love my job, the evening crew i lead is amazing, and the people i work for are wonderful. just....need a couple of raises to get back to what i was making at my dog walking job haha
one of my bosses (i think she was teasing me tho) said i might be.......eventually put in charge of the location? they have the rights to open up two more franchises, and said that me and my coworker were gonna be given them.
DUNNO BOUT ALL THAT NOW
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I WANNA WRITE AGAIN. i work 6 days a week and am just so tired all the time that i have no time for creativity anymore. it sucks, but money? i sold my wrangler about a month ago (which was sad, bc floyd and i spent so much time in it together, going for rides. now hes dead, and hte jeep is gone; what do i have left?) so im in the market for a new car
i dont get time to spend with my boyf anymore either, so ive been having a lot of nightmares about him leaving me lol. were still good tho, but both of us are kind of frustrated about it. im supposed to be getting two weekends off per month soon, so i guess thatll solve that eventually.
SPEAKING OF WORK, barrett....attacked a dog one day about a month ago and ive been too anxious to take him back to work with me ever since, although one of my bosses assured me that he was still a good dog, and that what he was doing was in order to protect another dog, etc, but. ever since floyd got put down, ive had really bad anxiety about barrett. taking him to the vet for simple checkups? hella anxiety. taking him to a safe space to play? panic attacks in the car on the way to work
its just hard to move on from floyd i guess haha. i loved him a lot, but owning him was also traumatic in a lot of ways, esp since a lot of that stuff carried over into owning barrett.
anyway
im anxious a lot. tired a lot. but not feeling so depressed anymore. love my job, the evening crew i lead is amazing, and the people i work for are wonderful. just....need a couple of raises to get back to what i was making at my dog walking job haha
